How am I?

The brain does so much it never informs our mind about. That's the norm. From our senses comes far too much useless information and the brain must  allow but a fraction to integrate, mindful lest it make attention distracting. If it weren't for observation we wouldn't notice anything.

Mere slivers of raw data comprise the whole of consciouness and only the tiniest grains from that
harvest pass through filter upon protective filter. Fuzzy associations mesh, integrate, propogate and cling to one another forming the raw materials of memory. From those few specks of familiarity, awareness is realized and as they continue to accumulate a form of self-awareness bestows upon itself an illusory will.

Alleged will bears supposed identity. One is warp the other woof, thus the fabric of mind takes form. Senses, the source of discovery via feedback refine through the course of development. (Don't believe everything you think) The elements above catalyze something previously
unrecognized the phenomenon of memory and presumption -- beliefs have come to call; hence the self becomes more structure through the realization of what we call beliefs. At last an opportunity for thought. What is thought?

On occasions the mind may reciprocate in such a way that reinforces, refines, distorts or simply amplifies the signal. The resultant feedback loop is experienced as something novel perhaps creativity itself. It ebbs and flows, some experiences are shortlived, but the as the messages are bussed

YES. I KNOW. I'm working on the page breaks. I was just considering my own development and I started going off. It's my daughter's 5th birthday, and I've been full of thought / BS.

through our cultural refractors, extant world views, motivations an over complex meta-reinterperatation emerges which may be understood in the very

moment but may be impossible to convey in any linear fashion. The delta circles back to feed it own tributaries; this place is ineffable -- the

territories of mystical experience. The illusion of time itself may seem to come to a stop after what I can only describe inadequately as In the

awakening of this suchness, momentary infinities of miniscule enormity continue their quickening slowness along the paradoxical staircase of ascending

descentions Dualism, polarit and the possibilty of comparison too dissolves in the gently fierce similarities of difference know, as an arrow flies

true. But rather from A to B to A ad infinitum ultimately requires a and analytic trip back through the . My two cents.self-awareness or datum On

occasions rare in some but ubiquitous in others, the mind may reciprocate in such a way that reinforces, refines, distorts or simply amplifies the

signal. The resultant feedback loop is experienced as something novel - perhaps the seeds or reapings creativity itself. It may not seem to emerge from

the self; perhaps like a message recieved an other, an alien source. But no. We may suspect our thoughts are not our own, question our identity or be

unable to recognize one's self and become intimately aware of no thing. but it's If the senses are unavailable, no matter. Our saturated neurons

fabricate their own disintegrations journeyebbs and flows, waxes and wanes are within you some experiences are shortlived, but the as the messages are

bussed through our cultural refractors, extant world views, motivations an over complex meta-reinterperatation emerges which may be understood in the

very moment but may be impossible to convey in any linear fashion. The delta circles back to feed it own tributaries; this place is ineffable -- the

territories of mystical experience. The illusion of time itself may seem to come to a stop after what I can only describe inadequately as In the

awakening of this suchness, momentary infinities of miniscule enormity continue their quickening slowness along the paradoxical staircase of ascending

descentions Dualism, polarity and the possibilty of comparison too dissolves in the gently fierce similarities of difference know, as an arrow flies

true. But rather from A to B to A ad infinitum ultimately requires a and analytic trip back through the . My two cents.